Fuckit

Its been so long since i felt this way. Every thing is fading away, i dont want this to happen. Why cant things be just like the past, why must people change, why must love fade. Why cant we pursue what we desire, why isnt anyone supportive at all. I dont know whats going on in my life. I am not sure of your agenda, because you proofed my point once and again. That you are only nice to me when you need me or you are with your friends. Other than that i am just a pile of trash. idk how long i can take this. i dont want this. i dont like this.